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The Great Work

Friday, May 21st, 2010

PosterI just finished re-watching the 2003 HBO Miniseries ANGELS IN AMERICA. This superbly acted, beautifully written oeuvre adapted from Tony Kushner’s play is inspiring. Seldom does a teleplay or motion picture move the viewer to examine what it means to be human; what existence on our planet at this time really means.

The teleplay (the term seems more accurate than miniseries) is filled with references to the apocalypse, the world falling to pieces at the end of the millenium. As one of the ghost Priors puts it, “The world has grown so very old.” The character Lewis is constantly breaking down what it means to be free, what it means to live in America. The script touches on justice, love, race, religion, sexuality, and truth– it is all inclusive, covering the entire human experience. And it makes you wonder: What is existence, now, in the beginning of the 21st century?

ANGELS IN AMERICA takes place in 1986, the year I was born, and I think things have changed quite a bit since then. We have this technology, the remarkable, indefatigable internet, that binds the majority of humanity together. We have experienced things, both great and horrible, that which we would never have dreamt. But deep down, we must question again: What does it mean to be… us? With all the technology, have we become disconnected from each other? Is there some earthy, organic, animal connection that has been pushed to the side in our newly found obsession with sanity and sanitary? And most importantly, how much do we let fear drive us?

Fear is a strange thing. It prevents us from reaching out, participating, taking chances. I think our fear of our world has decreased since 1986, but fear of ourselves has become so very strong that it is forcing us away from each other. Everyone is afraid of being hurt, or being sued, or being censured, or being used, that we don’t quite connect anymore. I’m not saying this from experience, mind; this is my world, I’ve always been taught to be very careful of others, to be accepting, non-judgmental, to mind what I say and do. But it seems that these things are fairly new. A couple of generations ago, the term “sexual harassment” meant something very different than it does today. Not that we haven’t made advancements, protected people, et cetera, but it may very well be that we are now too careful.

“This disease will be the end of many of us, but not nearly all, and the dead will be commemorated and will struggle on with the living, and we are not going away. We won’t die secret deaths anymore. The world only spins forward. We will be citizens. The time has come. You are fabulous, each and every one. And I bless you. More life. The great work begins.” These are the last words of the picture, and they truly resonate. It reminds us of where we came from, and where we’re going. It bolsters our confidence. It makes us look to the future.

The Great Work is something referred to (in one form or another) by plenty and multiple faiths and religions around the globe. What is it? Well, each of us has his or her own definition, I guess. But is there one great work that we should all be looking to accomplish, together? And with the world unified through information and technology as never before, can we finally accomplish whatever great work is laid out for us? And if we do, what comes afterward? So many questions, so little time! Maybe that’s the key– time. It’s something we all share, and the most unstoppable force known to us. Or maybe there is no resolution to the idea of the great work, just a general directive; to ever improve ourselves, etc. In this humble blogger’s opinion, however, there’s only one thing for it: trust yourself, trust destiny, and do the best you can to reach the light at the end of whatever tunnel you happen to be stuck down at the moment.

With cheers and love,

EPBroadcast.

The Comcast / NBCU Merger

Wednesday, February 17th, 2010

So, I’ve been thinking about the merger of Comcast and NBC Universal, and I think I need to spin my analysis out a little here.

On December 3rd, Comcast and NBC Universal officially announced their plans for the cable operator to acquire NBCU from GE in a deal valued at about $30 Billion. NBC has been down the toilet for the last few years, consistently falling into the number 4 category. Jeff Zucker, president and CEO of NBCU, has managed to bring one of the most prestigious media companies of all time to it’s knees in a matter of years. Now we are faced with this… transaction.

I personally see the sale of NBCU to a cable operator as a threat to broadcasting and media distribution. Comcast will have the opportunity to make key decisions from inception through distribution, and this means (possibly) a major shift in the paradigm of screen-based entertainment. One problem is that they could choose to proprietize films out of Universal Studios so that they were only available via Comcast’s cable products. While this is a good way for them to drum up “competition” (it is my experience that when it comes to cable, there really is no competition), it reminds me of the days when the studios each owned their own theatres, and those theatres only screened the films made by that studio (i.e. Paramount Theatres only showed films made by Paramount Pictures).

Another problem I see with this merger is that it opens the door  for even MORE media conglomeration, which has only proven to stifle creativity, downsize industry infrastructure, and put people out of work. I would NOT want CBS to be merged with a distribution system, (i.e. Verizon or AT&T) because it would constrict our ability to compete by give us an additional level of bureaucracy to wade through. There are already so many barriers we cannot cross: the FCC’s Rules, the Christian right (incl. irritants like Focus on the Family), the advertisers demands, the expectations of our demographic (which is decidedly old at this point). I think that if it were CBS being merged, it would risk our ratings, and thus our livelihood. I know NBC’s ratings are in the gutter, but the possibility of dragging them down any further seems like it would pose serious problems to the affliates and thus the network as a whole.

Then there is the potential of NBC becoming a cable net. This is a scary thing, (even though they denied that they have any intention of shutting down the affiliates), because if the trend of converting free OTA broadcast networks to cable could mean the demise of the big four entirely, in rather a short amount of time. There is no guarantee that the peacock wold do any better that  any other cable channel if it were converted over, but right now as a network it’s operating budget, it’s infrastructure, and it’s overhead are MUCH larger than a cable channel. Conversion would result in job loss, and the destruction of at least one source of free entertainment (and, more importantly, local news/information). It poses a risk by suggesting that OTA broadcasting is no longer needed, when this is certainly not the case.

As far as I know, the NAB has not stood up against this merger, most likely because they don’t want to end p on the bad side of two of te largest media conglomerates in the country. Apparntly the FCC is taking complaints / comments into consideration before approving the merger. Perhaps if enough people chime in against this mess, it’ll be denied, and we can just put it all behind us; at least for a while.

Lastly, although I do not like the idea of the Comcast/NBC Universal merger, I acknowledge that in all likelihood it WILL eventually happen. I have two reactions to this: first to warn you- enjoy what you have for now, ’cause it’s going to start changing sometime soon; and second, that it scares the hell out of me, because I was taught a system, and to venture into the great unknown– well, when it comes to how you make a living, that just isn’t fun.

Yours,

Evan

Links to (some of) my sources for this post:

NYTimes1, 2, Comcast’s Blog

Fun w/ Photo Booth and L’Oreal

Thursday, January 28th, 2010

So, I was bored tonight, and decided to put on some makeup and take pictures. I don’t wear makeup in public, but it is fun to mess with sometimes. It’s an aspect of the fashion and entertainment industries that people take for granted, I think. It’s not easy to do eye makeup!

That being said, there are some great masters in the field of costume makeup. I see some amazing things done in the movies; the most recent example I can think of is the makeup done for Tom Ford’s opus, A SINGLE MAN, which has a 10 out of 10 in my book, and may join the list of my favorite movies, probably in between THE HOURS and THE WAY WE WERE. The period makeup, the color palette, the handsome people: all amazingly beautiful. If you have not see the film, I highly recommend you check it out.

Anyway. I hate that normal societal limits keep guys from really wearing makeup. I am also displeased that the current trend actually is moving a lot of women away from the lipsticks and mascaras that the previous generation would never have left the house without. Makeup, with it’s many shades, textures, shapes, and styles, is art, and makes life more beautiful. And if we’re not here to make the world a more beautiful, wonderful place, I’ll be darned if I do know what our purpose is.

Faithfully yours,

Evan

The Addictiveness of Television

Sunday, September 13th, 2009

It’s that time of year again. The new shows are here, and [most of] the old shows are back. There are new “experiments” in programming to be watched and evaluated, and new garbage to make fun of. This is generally one of my favorite times of year, since I worship at the alter of the television gods.

Here’s my take on this year’s new season: EXCELLENT. The new TV out for this 2009-2010 season beats the pants of the last glee1five years. I’ve been super excited for GLEE since the sneak peak FOX showed during Idol finale week. Now that I’ve seen the secondstargate-universe-logo episode, I’m definitely hooked; Matthew Morrisson is so HOT, and I’m going to love having new musical acts to watch every week. I’m also looking forward to Accidentally On Purpose (gotta give new multi-cam comedies a chance!) and The Good Wife from the Tiffany Network  and am curious to see Eastwick and Cougar Town from the Alphabet. And to bring up the rear in my new TV picks is Stargate: Universe airing on the newly re-branded SyFy.

Returning series I love and can’t wait for are Ugly Betty, Desperate Housewives, The Big Bang Theory, Fringe, and 30 Rock. I’ve also been slightly tempted by the promos for Survivor: Samoa, but we’ll see about that. If I actually watch all of these programs, that 10 hours of primetime programming a week, which gets me to the point of this particular post.the-big-bang-theory

Americans watch a lot of television. And when I say a  lot, I mean a LOT; according to Nielsen, the average American watches 151 hours of television per month. That’s about 5 hours per day, or somewhere between 25-35% of a person’s waking day. Ridiculous, right? But, as a television professional, I say, THANKS AMERICA!!! :)

Anyway, what is it about TV that makes us so attached to it? Is it the wonderful programming? No, I don’t think so. Most of it is the_good_wife_hicrap. (Yes, Jay Leno, I’m talking about you.) Is it to have something easy, cheap, and noisy so we’re not alone and bored in our living rooms? Very possibly, but that’s not all of it. People want their stories, and more importantly, they want the characters. These fictional creatures- be they animated, shot on film, or staged in multi-camera, come into our homes on a weekly or sometimes daily basis, and are part of our lives. We learn from them, laugh with them, cry with them. Television characters are the friends that we can have over when we feel like it, and we can never upset them, insult them, or hurt them. They are our constant, our rock in this ever-changing world.

uglybettyI don’t write this facetiously; I really do feel that TV is like that to me and to many others. Is it wrong? Maybe, but it’s not hurting anyone, and it certainly keeps me gainfully employed, so why not?

For now, just keep on watching! There’s good stuff coming…

Because It’s been too long…

Tuesday, July 28th, 2009

Hi kids, your not-so-faithful author is back with you. It’s not that I have forgotten to blog these past… MONTHS? It’s been MONTHS?!? Anyway, I have this horrible thing where I’ll just be staring at a blank screen for several minutes, then I’ll navigate away and put it off ’til later. I do it with my Star Trek RPG too (yes, I’m a nerd. I do a Trek RPG called “Federation Space”. I’m a science officer!) and it’s really something I should probably work on.

SO many things to catch up on, so let’s get started…

adam First thing I want to talk about is AMERICAN IDOL because it was my LIFE for the 12 weeks it was on the lot. I love working, and I love working even MORE when I’ve been there, right at the centerpoint of America’s attention, seeing stars, and hearing some GREAT (and some not-so- great) performances.

I loved this season, and was decently happy with the results, UP TO the finale. In my opinion Adam Lambert should definitely have won, having much more talent and stage presence. Kris Allen is HOT, don’t get me wrong, and I found his music OK, just not quite as talented. That being said, the results were not a surprise, and Kris needed the win more than Adam in the long run, so no big deal.

Next up on my list of stuff to pressExpressEyegab about is the upfronts for the 2009-2010 broadcast season. (Does it feel weird to anyone else to type 2010? Freaks me out a little- I can’t remember living in a year without the same two digits in the middle!)  Now, there’s some really specatcular stuff on the schedule for this upcoming season. At CBS, we’ve got NCIS: Los Angeles, Three Rivers, and The Good Wife that I’m looking forward to seeing, while over at ABC there’s Eastwick and Defying Gravity that I can’t wait for. Nothing takes the cake like Fox’s GLEE, however. This semi-campy dramedy had an AMAZING pilot (I’ve watched it 5 times already) and I hear the following eps are just as good. If you haven’t seen it yet, you should! Check it out here.

Ok, that’s part one of this post, there will be more. For now, keep on knocking those rocks together, guys!

What’s your story?

Thursday, March 19th, 2009

As I was driving home from work today, I was thinking to myself, “I’m ready for a big adventure.” 

This is a sentiment I get on occasion, possibly just because I’m bored. Recently, the idea of  ”adventure” comes across as something whirlwind, crazy, and unpredictable.  I especially have been relating my life to a new favorite movie, Nick and Norah’s Infinite Playlist.  I love it, because the characters in this film are amazing, and because the story is just one big fantastical night.  The most important part: although the characters have to go through  a lot of shit, they’re cool, and they keep going. I guess it’s kind of a coming of age film for the main character, played by Michael Cera, but I really don’t see it that way. The way I really see it is, “I want to have a night like that!”

What it boils down to is this: living life in the moment. Now, I’m no hermit, but at the same time I feel like I should be experiencing a lot more than I do. I want to go new places, meet new people, learn new things. I want to have a blast, be depressed, fall in love, win a contest, and get in trouble all in one night. I kind of just want to get a poll of people:  is this a normal instinct, as is paranoia? Or do I really lack something in my life that would make it more meaningful and adventurous? I want my life to be a roller coaster ride, and I don’t want to have to appologize to anyone for doing what I wanted.

There is a flip side too this sensation: am I greedy? Do I want too much or expect too much out of life? Is it really just naturally dreary and mundane, and I must accept it? I hope not, because that seems like a depressing view of our beautiful world. It seems to me that this is a false feeling, something engrained by our culture. It is rooted in the sentiment that if my friends can’t have fun, why should I? Bear the monotony/pain/(insert-any-emotion here) together, right? Not necessarily. If you have an opportunity, take it! A real friend would never stand in the way of something good for you.

He that is thy friend indeed

He will help thee in thy need

If thou sorrow, he will weep

If thou wake he cannot sleep

Thus of every grief in heart

He, with thee, doth bear a part

These are certain signs to know 

Faithful friend from flattering foe

                              -W. Shakespeare, Sonnets to Sundry Notes of Music

What does this quote tell us, and is it right? Yes, to a degree you have to be there for your friends, “Until the bitter end,” and all that. But if it stands in your way, really prevents you from living the fullest of lives, you have to make a choice. I think this is where some people make the mistake. They allow thier dedication to the friendship blind them to what they will be missing. There is always a trade-off; for every action there is an equal and opposite reaction. 

Therefore, I have a new rule, at least for the time being:  don’t forget the world around you. You may just not be interacting with it, or you may be blocked by an old dedication that it’s time to let go of. But what ever it is, that world around you will lead you to  a new chapter in your story. Why not try a new direction?

–Waxing philosophical for the epbbug Broadcast, this is Evan Pavlica; Los Angeles.

~Recovery~

Saturday, February 28th, 2009

On February 17, President Obama signed the American Recovery and Reinvestment Act into law. In this economic “crisis” that we are in, “Recovery” seems to be one of the biggest buzz words; and no wonder why. The Country is in need of something- something really BIG to get itself back on its feet. The President seems to have the right idea: invest today for a brighter tomorrow. While attempting to maintain an unprecedented level of transparency by launching Recovery.gov, he has managed to pump almost a trillion dollars into our economy. One can only hope- as he does- that this level of capitol injection into the economy can give us a jump start in our Recovery.

As I said, “Recovery” seems like a word that’s been bantered about an awful lot of late. But Let’s look up the word, just to make sure we really know what it means:

recovery (plural recoveries)

  1. The act or process of regaining or repossession of something lost.
  2. A return to normal health.
  3. A return to former status.
  4. Renewed growth after a slump (economy).

(from the Wiktionary)

Ok, I guess all of these definitions can work for our current predicament. But I don’t we’re really connecting with the word- it’s significance, and the extreme difficulty underlying it’s achievement.

The reason I am now connecting with this word, more than before, is actually from a movie, PS I Love You. This film, starring Gerard Butler (yum) and Hillary Skank (ew), is about the recovery of a woman after the death of her husband. Although romantic (Butler’s character left letters to help her get over greif and on with her life), this piece of cinema intersected our national situation for me in this way: just when you think everything is going to be ok, and se’s done and over it, she starts crying again! (Very irritating, but also common.) Recovery takes longer than expected. Always. Even if it seems that everything is back to normal, there is something that festers and brings you toppling down again and again.

Perhaps this is the built-in part of causality: the cycle of good and bad. But when it comes to the economy, let’s not be so cavalier. Sure we can hope; but be honest. This thing isn’t going to be over for a long time to come. We’ve got our bow turned into the waves, but we still have to hang tight and batten down the hatches until this storm passes.